Several feelings pops up in my head or soul lately. Those feelings that I felt in the past and felt good in the past. Maybe for some people, it is the feeling of falling in love, maybe it is the feeling of finding something you’ve been looking for, or simple as it sounds the feeling you had when you drove on one Autumn afternoon. Whatever the feelings may be, I know those feelings bring back a lot of good memories.
One night when i was sleeping, I had a dream of falling in love with someone, or maybe just infatuation. The truth is that I was not infatuated with anyone at that time.
So why this feeling occurs and leave me in the cold of air conditioned room in the morning? I have no idea.
but what I thought of all this romantics is that if our brain is capable of producing those feelings as part of its chemical reaction inside our brain and body, we may be able to manipulate our minds to feel that way all the time. This may sound as dangerous as it sounds, but I think it would be good to have drug that can make you feel kind all the time. Right now, maybe the anti-depressant do similar job, but more extreme.
So, I thought about all that, then I thought… because we have ups and downs every day, we can be grateful of what happened, either bad or good. Without all of it, we do not learn and we do not feel its true goodness.
Yeah, i just wasted your time making you read this. But the world can be better place when there are a lot of good hearted people.
May 5, 2010
Silent Dreams